my gift and curse

The Used - Blue And Yellow

2007-02-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!! I am back with more updates of what's been happening around me.. Hmmm, OH!!! First and most important!!! School is about to finish like by tomorrow.. That will be like a 2 month holiday or probably a little more.. So cant wait for it man.. Plans for the holidays? Hmmmmm, work, sleep, shop, game and restart again.. Its gonna be a vicious cycle, but who cares.. I like it and no one can stop me from liking it..

And boy do i need like a donkey this month.. This month i have spend about 500 + on upgrading my com, clothes and some stupid things which i have no use at all.. I am like so broke.. Have to work maybe 3days a week and in the 3 days, 1 of them have to be a full day work.. This is to actually cover back the loss that i have lost.. Crap!! ARGH!! Oh well, cant have choice B to choose, so i have to live with it..

Sigh, i tink i will actually miss my class.. It felt so short time compared to the last semester class.. And juz when we started to get close, we will now have to change class.. My school seriously sucks balls man.. Though they say that this is to actually let us have a feeling of a change in the enviroment so in the near future, we will be able to handle this kind of scenario.. But, acutal fast, the students hate it.. Juz imagine, having a close clique in yr class and then after 16 weeks, u have to change class... Maybe for the 1st 3 weeks u will hang out with the old class, but as time pass, u will tend to hang out with yr new frenz as yr other frenz either have new frenz or their class are too far away.. Then after hanging out with yr new frenz, time passes so fast that its already time to change class again.. So, if u are the anti social kind or the shy type, the percentage of u actually having real best frenz in the school is like 10% only..

The Recieving End Of Sirens - Planning A Prison Break

2007-01-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys!! Alright time to clear the dust that have been forming up in this blog.. Juz didnt have the time and mood to blog though.. First of all, a very belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Yawn, its a new year and i hope it will be good.. Anyway, have been schooling and working now.. School is like so boring, another 2 weeks and it will be the holidays.. WOOT!! Alright work is also boring.. Since school started, there isn't much people coming to vivo.. I guess its a good and bad thing.. Good thing is that i am earning money not doing anything and the Bad thing is that its so damn boring staring into space all the time.. From 6-9, i will only like do 5-8 drinks BUT just when we are about to close, the EVILS ( customers that comes after 9) starts coming in and order so much drink.. Stupid asscracks, why dun they come earlier and make my life easier.. Oh well..

Laz nite was great! My phone plan for the 2 years was alredy due, do i had to renew it rite.. And then i can get phones at a cheaper rate.. So, i went home and my mom called me and go to the phone shop to get my phone.. When i went there to see the phones, the free ones are like so fugly and ewwwwww.. So i told my mom i wanted 6280 since its the cheapest and nicest at the 100 bucks range.. As usual she was there saying i shouldnt waste money and juz take the free one.. BUT I REFUSED... In the end, she gave up trying to convince me and bought it.. WOOT!! However, i can only collect the phone on monday cuz they do not have the stock in the shop yet.. Oh well, still good though..

Hmm, today gonna be boring.. Juz gonna stay at home and game, watch tv and stone.. Have got no money to go out.. Though i really wanted to get new clothes and dvds ( THE OC!!!).. But i calculated and it will cost about 100+.. Therefore, i concluded that staying home will be the best choice of the day award.. CYA!!

Rookie Of The Year - Liars And Battlelines

2006-12-25T14:29:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Alright, maybe its not a really happy christmas for me this year.. First thing first, wad is christmas with no celebration of christmas dinner.. I have no idea why but this year no one actually plan any chalet or wad-so-ever.. Secondly, there is no one to spend time with anyway.. Sigh, and this is wad i did the whole day.. Wake up, eat, Watch The OC, watch more OC, eat, nap, OC again and maybe a lil games and lots of chatting.. I tink tat laz year was the best year of my entire 16 years of living on earth.. Cuz i spent christmas and birthday with my loved one.. And it past sooooooooo fast.. How i wish time could stop at tat time or rewind back to tat time..

Anyway, Christmas is boring.. Period.. Ah, but i did some shopping for myself with my money i got from my relatives.. Got 2 shirts from Image and Billboard.. 1 Miami Ink shirt and 1 Famous Stars And Straps shirt.. Awesome-ness... Oh and a macbeth socks.. HAHAHA!! Since i have no money for the shoe, the socks shall replaced it.. Last but not the VERY LEAST, the whole OC Season 1 dvd collection.. My long awaited patience and hunger of getting it have finally paid off.. I wan Season 2 too, but it will be another 70 bucks.. Ah well, least it past time with me.. Hmm, my birthday is coming too.. yay.. So not in the mood of celebrating it also.. I have no idea why but this year really suck balls.. Maybe this year is really not my year.. Ah, who cares.. Least u guys have a great Christmas..

Cheers!!

Dragonforce - Through The Fire And Flames

2006-12-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! Time for me to give u a lil update on what's happening.. Well, the holidays have finally started!! WOOT!!! Was working yesterday from 9-5.. But was like late for 50 mins so more like 10-5.. Was so damn crowded man.. For a weekday, it made me felt like it was the weekends already.. Anyway, after school went to meet with my class to go Kbox.. Hahaha, it was weird for me to go BUT i did go.. Was singing nonsense most of the time.. I know one Hokkien song ah!! Damn shiok finally a song tat i can sing tat is not english.. Oh, and i really do not like beer at all.. I dunno why but i find it too plain and alot of gas in them.. Not my kind of drink.. After that, manage to catch the last train home and rest after a long long day..

Woke up around 1 plus today and i was still damn tired.. But i had to get up cuz my mom was like nagging like nobody's business.. Had lunch and then played games the whole afternoon.. Then Jason msged me and asked if wanna hanged out and buy shirts.. So i went to meet him around 6 at Somerset.. Then we headed to the John Little at Somerset to "shop".. I "bought" a jeans and a Levi's boxers there.. After that went to Far East to see Image 2001 new stocks.. I so wanna get 2 of the Famous Stars And Straps new shirts and one Maimi Ink shirt from there.. Man! I am flat broke right now.. Had dinner there and then went to Paragon to "buy" other Levi's boxers.. And Heeren was next.. Went to HMV to get 2 shirts for the price of 50 bucks not bad though.. Bought a HIM and Killswitch Engage shirt.. Niceness.. After that walked alllllllll the way to the Grand Cathay to get Ben And Jerry's ice cream.. And then home is where we headed to.. Here i am drinking my mad milo dinosaur drink.. So damn sweet and tasty.. Much better than those where u buy at the coffeeshop or where-ever where they kiam the things like mad.. HAHA!! Tats all for now.. CYA!!

Saosin - You're Not Alone

2006-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! A very good day to all you people.. Or rather night.. Oh well.. HAHA!! Hmm, yesterday was a very good day.. Jamming was fun, we have a new song.. Super emo but nice.. So cant wait for it to be completed.. After jamming went to play pool, i am like king in that game la.. And it so not base on tyco-ness ok!! It by my true hidden skills which i do not wish to reveal to everyone.. After that we went to tim house to have dinner and watch Saw 3.. Though half the time i do not understand what was happening but when the sick and gross parts come, it became so clear.. I give it a 8/10 rating if the camera is clear..

Today was alright, science was rather slack cuz the topic wasnt too stressful.. 3rd meeting went to paly pool again.. And the stupid cashier lied to us la.. We wanted to change like 2 dollar to coins but she say dun have.. Then when i bought something to eat, i saw like 5 1 dollar coins la.. Asscracks, they are so lazy that they dun even wanna open the machine to have more coins.. So we only played like 2 rounds.. After school, headed for work.. Today was rather busy and boring cuz the people working there were not the usual ones and i am not really close to them.. AND YES! I MADE A PERFECT HOT COFFEE TODAY!! Not burned or wad-so-ever.. Even Ellen said it was ok.. WOOT!! As i said hidden talents.. WAHAHA!! Tml will be the laz day in school and i will have my one month of holiday.. Can slp like a dead log and work like a cow.. MOOOOOO!!!! The picture there is a cow which we have in Gloria Jean's.. IT SINGS!!

Electric President - Some Crab About The Future

2006-11-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! Been a long time since i posted one again.. This week have been good.. Why? Cuz holidays are coming!! WOOT!! Gonna be a long 1 month holiday.. Hmmm, wonder what i should do man.. AHAHA! But that aside, school have been alright.. Today went to the Esplanade to take pictures for photography assignment.. Was like so damn hot cuz of the sun.. I think i almost melted but thank God for technology, there were aircon, escalator and vending machine.. Then around 2 went back to school to present the things that we have took and stuffs.. After school went to meet Jason to play pool.. Man, my skills have dropped, no more pro shots from me.. But no fear, i will be back.. And i will win him again like i always do.. Ahaha..
Hmm, what did i do ytd? Ermmmmm, OH YA!! Went to work even when i dun have to work.. Hahaha, the reason was because i thought Bel would meet me after school.. So i waited for her there to pass time as i didnt wanna go home.. Then called her phone like from 8 till 10 plus Then i found out that she have no batt and she was already home.. So since i was already there, i helped out to do a lil closing for them.. Shit, i sound like i have no life at all.. Oh well, anyway was juz watching videos on my lappy while waiting and the time pass so damn long.. Waited till 9 plus when i started to get super hungry, so i bought a pie from Gloria Jean's.. OMG, it was damn good.. So damn nice to eat la.. But the drink sucks.. Stupid Jason make his own version of cookie and cream plus 2 shots of mac nut syrup.. Made me even more thristy la.. Haha.. End of the month too!! WHICH MEANS PAY DAY SOON!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Plus 44 - Make You Smile

2006-11-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

I am juz pissed off and speechless.. THANKS ALOT FOR YR HELP COLIN.. IT WAS MUCH APPRECIATED.. I DUN TINK I CAN DO A BETTER JOB THAN U MAN.. Because of yr stupidity, i dun even know if Rocking Xmas will be on this year.. Because of yr stupidity and irresponsible actions, i lose 50 bucks.. Its ok if u tell me that u are unable to book the place when i told u to do it.. BUT U SAID ITS DONE.. And u can tell me tat they are gonna renovate thus they cancelled all the bookings in Dec.. If i didnt call n go there myself to check it out, i would have believe u.. But THANK GOD I AM SMART ENOUGH.. ALL ALONG WE CANT REALLY TRUST U AT ALL, BUT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, THAT SINCE U DID IT LAZ YEAR U WILL BE ABLE TO DO IT AGAIN.. However as u can see i am wrong.. I am so disappointed in you now.. I seriously dun even wan to have anything to do with u man.. Juz return my 150 bucks and we are done..

Today was suppose to be a happy day, but i waited n waited n waited.. And it was in vain.. Luckily i went to Gelare to have ice cream waffles if not till now i will still be hungry.. U said u wanted to meet me for dinner so i didnt eat dinner.. Waited till u called n said we meet at 9.. So i was waiting again.. However, there was no news till i had to msg u to ask if we are still meeting n u called which was already coming to 10, so we didnt meet.. U asked me if i was pissed off, wad am i suppose to say?? Seriously, i hate waiting like a fool n then nothing happens.. Now my inside are like so ARGHHHH!!!! Forget it, i hate this.. U can only meet me like sat.. And i wanted to spend time alone with u.. But i cant, seriously what am i to u? I dun even know my position in yr life.. I seriously juz feel that i am yr fren and nothing else..

Plus 44 - Chapter 13

2006-11-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

And my heart hangs from this noose
Like your footsteps in crowded rooms
Filled with sweet scents of autumn blooms
Is this what you imagine?

Catch a glimpse from her empty stare
Hidden eyes behind her auburn hair
Catch my breath for the smoke to clear
And it's just as it should be

My best-laid plans will build and break your heart
Her guilty hands tear my whole world apart
My mind keeps racing
She's softly dreaming
I'm scraped and sober but there's no one listening

And we'll wake up in vacant rooms
Pull you close to my aching skin
Broken glass on the porcelain
Is this what you imagine?
We'll forget what we used to say
And our lives won't mean anything
Pull me close as I drift away
And it's just as it should be

My best-laid plans will build and break your heart
Her guilty hands tear my whole world apart
My mind keeps racing
She's softly dreaming
I'm scraped and sober but there's no one listening

And we'll both take our revenge
But we still won't feel any better
And we both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better

I'm scraped and sober but there's no one listening to me at all

Alright people!! The long awaited moment have finally arrived.. PLUS 44 CD IS FINALLY RELEASED!! AND GUESS WAD!! Chapter 13 is one of my top fav from them.. WOOT!!! HAHA!! 26th Dec will be the new release of Switchfoot's new album: Oh! Gravity.. Another muz to get one.. Anyway, been really lazy to blog.. But nevertheless i am back.. HAHA!! I am in school now.. And its boring now!! Lousy stinking maths making me all sleepy.. Oh well, wanna work later.. Have been working for like the pass 3 days.. WOOO Money is rolling down to visit my back personal.. I think i might be rich this coming month.. BUT UNKNOWINGLY, my money will all juz disappear.. Shall try to save as much as possible.. CHRISTMAS IS COMING TOO!! CANT WAIT MAN!!! Sigh, last yr's Christmas was one of the best time i ever spent in my whole entire 17 year old life.. A great pity that it's all gone now.. Most importantly!! Someone is coming back next week!! WOOT!! HAHA!! So cant wait to see you.. I just wanna be with you.. Dun wanna live without you..

Sum 41 - No Reason

2006-11-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

HIII!!! Nothing much being going on.. Yesterday was kinda boring.. Been at home cause there was no work.. MAN!! I need more money.. OH, my mom told me tat Hagan Dazs haven't gave me my money.. Stupid place.. My bank have only 400 bucks left man!! AHHHH!!! money money money!!!! sigh!! Anyway, was just playing games and chatting away my life laz nite.. SIGH!!! More work will be good.. More work = more job.. OH!! School was damn funny yesterday.. U will know at the video below.. OMG, almost died in my laughter.. Oh well, having problem solving now.. And its boring.. CIAOZ!!

Plus 44 - Cliff Diving

2006-10-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!!! Today was a damn fun day man!!! Well, school was ok only but the fun part only begins at the end of school part.. Today, i played CS with my new and current class.. It was damn fun playing with lots of people again la.. HAHA!! Though my skills have dropped a little, but it was still good.. The best scored i got was 21 frags and 7 deaths only.. Wohoo!!! I was like on fire man!! HAHAHA!! Well, that was the fun part for being in school..
After school went home with Jason and Michelle, was like playing with new phone a 6280.. It's damn cool la.. It knows where the user is man!! HAHAHA!! So if u get lost, u know where u are.. Anyway, Michelle dropped at Bishan while Jacklyn board the train n meet us.. Went to Dhoby to get my game and stuffs.. Went to get a new earphones and it was those kind that block out all external noise.. It's really good man!! My Ipod was like only 1/4 of the volume bar and its damn loud already la.. The old ones muz be like at 3/4 then u can hear something.. COOLNESS!! Anyway, the price was suppose to be like 46 bucks but i dunno why its like only 39 bucks now.. HAHA!! Ate carl's Jr for dinner and it was damn filling man!! Till now i still damn bloody full man!! Burps!! After that went to get my WOW cd.. WOHOO!!! AHAHA!! After that we just walked around and window shop.. And we had an idea of going to the arcade and we played Bishi Bashi.. After that we played this super addictive game which is like Tetris.. As u get higher u get a minor prize and then a major prize.. I was like at the last one when i lost it ah!! And guess wad???? I spent 17 bucks on it.. YES,SEVENTEEN BUCKS ON THAT DAMN GAME!! I swear its damn addictive.. The prizes are like NOKIA N80, N73, PSP and more stuffs!! MAN!! I wasted so much money on it.. Now i have no money for the week..

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

2006-10-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Back once again to blog.. Today was pretty much a boring day.. Woke up around 12 had lunch then use the com till now.. Oh man! I need to get a life badly.. Was playing WOW and Gunbound the whole entire day.. HAHA!! The only time i went out was to get dinner for me n my mom.. Had XO fish head noodles while my mom had Nasi Goreng.. MmmMMMmm!!! Bought a cup of Oreo Choc ice blended and then walked around the newly opened Pasar Malam to see what's new.. Sadly there is nothing new man!! BOOOORING!! Was tempted to get a Ramily's burger but i muz think about my weight.. OH MAN!! Getting fat already!!! Muz work out more.. Hmm, what should i do now? Shugs!! There is really nothing in Spore.. I wanna migrate somewhere where it is fun.. If only Spore celebrate Halloween, it will so fun going around 'trick or treating'.. YAWN!!! Shall go see what i can do now.. SEE YA!!

Plainsunset - Interference

2006-10-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

HEY THERE!! I am back to blog once again.. Been really weird lately, but hey, u guys are not here to see me being weird rite.. HAHA!! So went to work yesterday, NOT AT HAGAN DAZS but at Gloria Jean's Coffees.. It was really good.. The first day at work and i was like doing the food and drinks preparation.. The best thing was that u dun really have to serve much, juz have to clear the plates n stuffs.. ALSO!! The plates and cups are like so easy to wash man!! Juz run it with water and it can be heading to the dishwashing machine which is unlike Hagan Dazs u run to rub the plates till yr hands goes numb before the chocolate is gone.. Ewwww, i think tat place have really scarred my life..
School was ok yesterday, had maths and its was kinda interesting.. Something that i wont be bothered to go find out, but its was really fun.. Was juz kinda hanging out with my class and more like sleeping in class cuz i was really tired.. HAHA!!! Alright, i am gonna go work soon already.. YAWN!! So tired but still looking forward to it.. Do come and visit me when u guys have time.. THE GLORIA JEAN"S IS AT VIVOCITY!!! It's on the first level which is juz a lil opp to the Vivomart aka Giant Supermarket..

Letter Kills - Shot To The Chest

2006-10-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

HIHI!! Back for more blogging.. HAHA!! Shall make use of the time i have now to blog as much as i can.. YAWN!! Its 1.34am now, but strangely i am not tired at all.. Oh well, have been slping around 3 plus these few days lately.. Mostly from playing WOW alot.. For those of u whose eyebrows are like raising thinking wad in the green earth is WOW, it is World Of Warcraft.. Which Jason have intro me into it, its a super fun game if u guys still have no idea wad it is..

Went to church again today.. And was late as usual, kinda getting bored of going church lately.. Some ppl are like so irritating there.. Oh well, have to live with it.. Anyway, was juz hanging around United Square mall with nig.. Was like buying sweets not 1 or 2 but lots of it!! Tink i am getting really fat man!! Shucks!! A few new bands tat i have heard.. But kinda not my type of genre, however, its really not bad at all.. I like The Receiving End Of Siren among all the new ones.. Yeh, pretty much tats wad happen to me today.. Anyway!! Have to start doing my workout already.. If not a few months later u will see me as a REALLY FAT GUY!! Which i believe none of u wanna see me in tat.. EWWW!!! SO hard to imagine i am tat fat... YUCKS!!

Is it juz me or juz really busy tat u cant even reply one msg back to me.. Dun really know wads going on with u lately.. Suddenly everything seems so vague to me.. All i wan is to see a msg back from u.. Saw you logged into yr friendster account, but then u didnt like come online n stuffs.. Dun wanna make u think tat i am being sticky or wadever but its like juz weird now.. Sometimes it makes me think tat i am like really dumb.. Oh well, guess life is like this.. I really hope tat i am not someone to be used by..

My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade

2006-10-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT!!!! After such a long time i am back to blog.. Felt really really lazy to blog these few days.. But nevertheless here i am!!! HAHA.. Anyway, this song have been in my head n my ipod alot of times lately.. Not to say that it is entirely nice.. But the intro and the bridge is freaking nice.. The marching band beat and the vox was really good.. The middle was so punkish.. Not really nice for it.. Anyway, went to hang around school for a lil to slack n went to PS to waste some time before going home.. Saw this long sleeve stripe shirt which is sooo nice!!! Also this short sleeve black shirt at another shop.. OMG!! ITS SO NICE LA!! THE BLAZER WAS REALLY SWEET MAN!! Haiz, this is wad u do when u have no money, u juz go window shopping only.. But it feels really nice to try it on.. HAHA!! Shhh, so unglam to talk about this..

Anyway, this week have been good.. Time passed kinda fast for me.. Been preparing for ROCKING XMAS 4 [2006], it really a tough job man.. But i have to what a man gotta do.. ALright, some details about the gig.. It will be on the 16th of DEC which will be held at THE SUBSTATION from 2.30pm-10pm.. There will be 15 bands playing for this gig, the tickets will be at 8bucks for pre-show and 10 bucks at door.. More details will be posted soon.. If u guys wanna get yr tickets at the pre show price, do email me at shaunlwj@hotmail.com!!! or u can tag me.. Juz leave me yr contacts alright!!

Baby, i miss u soo muchies.. Haven't been seeing u online for such a long time.. Juz wondering how are u now.. I know yr exams are near, maybe thats why u are so busy.. But do call me or msg me when u have time alright.. Really miss you alot!!

Avril lavinge - Things I'll Never Say

2006-10-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHTTTTTTT.. Here i am once again.. Shall update u guys on wad i ahve been doing for the past 3 days..

Hmmm, went to watch Stay Alive with Jason cuz everyone wasn't free.. It was really nice.. I think you guys should go and watch it.. It doesn't have stupid ending and the shockes come every 10 mins.. Keeping u at the edge of the seat constantly.. I give it a 8/10 rating to it.. Before tat was eating at Sakae Sushi and ate a red plate without paying for it.. HAHAHA.. So damn funny.. And yes, i owe Jason 17 bucks for it.. Cuz i forgot to take my ATM card out.. Gonna collect my 2 coloured contacts tml.. WOHOO!! Lime Green and something else..

Woke up at 1 plus ytd and then got ready to go and meet my beloved Nigel to the phone shop.. Man, i wanna get a new phone.. Either a Nokia 6280 or N80.. N70 is not bad too.. But the N series are so freaking ex.. Sigh, have to wait till next year around march so tat my 2 yrs contract will be up.. Oh well, hope the prices go down by then.. Anyway, Nig found a bloody Motorola V3x la.. Tsk!! N he sold it for 200 bucks.. Such easy cash.. I also wan to find one.. haha.. Anyway, went for service after tat.. And then left for Novena and United square to look around for more handphone shops.. Went to Toys Are Us played with the toys and the Halloween masks.. HAHAHA!! It was so damn funny took a vid and some pics for it.. HAHAHA!!

Was installing Diablo 2 again.. I dunno why but i did.. Was playing for like a couple of hours before going out with my mom.. Weny to Suntec cuz she have more vouchers to shop with.. HAHA!! Sweet lord, Thanks for all the vouchers man!! Anyway, was walking around it was so crowded due to the crowd contributed by the Project Superstar auditions.. It was giving mi a damn bad headache man.. Anyway, was juz walking the whole time.. Didnt see anything i really wanted.. In the end juz got a red polo shirt from Giodano.. Then wanted to get a new earphones like the in ear one.. But dun have enough cash.. Oh well, next time perhaps.. Then headed to Crystal Jade for dinner.. Burps!!! So nicee.... Yum Yum.. HAHAHA!! I need money.. Can anyone PLS DONATE TO THE SHAUN-IS-IN-NEED-OF-HELP CHARITY?? Much love will be given to u ppl.. Support generously..

Plus 44 - Chapter 13

2006-10-03T13:22:00.001+08:00

Ok, this week really sucks man.. Com got virus, but thanks to my sweet old anit virus, it have been completely cure.. HOWEVER, my C-drive cant left click n open.. It will pop up this Open With. thingy.. Tat really sucks alot man.. So now i have to either open with internet explorer or right click n open.. Work kinda sucks too.. So many people on the monday.. Made mi so damn tired of working.. But the good thing is that there are these customers whom i have served laz time came to mi ytd.. And they asked mi how i like about F&B industry, why i wanna work and IF I WOULD LIKE TO CHANGE JOB.. HAHA, weird as it sounds but they handed mi a namecard thingy and asked mi to call them if i ever need a new job.. They said they like the way i serve the customers n stuffs and need ppl in their new shop opening called Gloria Jeans Vivocity..

Anyway, school sucks too.. Didnt go school today, so i am at home updating this lil blog here which all u ppl are reading.. Reason? Cuz the topic is hard and i highly dislike this person in my group.. So i didnt wanna go school.. Also, its damn irrtating now that everyone is in different classes and we always meet.. Then everyone will want everyone to go their class.. Why cant all juz meet at one spot.. Its damn irritating also when they left to another class and didnt even tell mi.. Wasting my time walking up n stuffs.. Next time juz meet at one place pls..!!??

I am really sorry i have lose temper at you.. I was juz really pissed off at the bad planning by everyone.. And i also dun like it when so many people ask mi to go here n there.. Please dun be angry at mi anymore.. You are 1 of the few gd frenz i have and i dun wanna lose you.. If i can do anything to show that i am sorry, then i am more then willing to do it..

And we both take our revenge,
But we still don't feel any better....

Ashley Parker Angel - Let You Go

2006-09-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!!! I am back!!! Well, it been a really good day i have recently.. My classmates are really opening up now.. Which makes it a good thing.. Everyone is kinda good except for 1 idiot man!! Omg know!! SO wanted to kill him today man!! Tenderise and Murderise him!!!!!! We were doing the presentation for work and then we were done.. So we asked him to do the final touched up.. U KNOW WAD HE DID!!! He bloody hell changed the whole damn presentation.. And i didnt know about it cuz i tot he will juz add background and small changes.. I was so damn shocked when i was about to present and i saw tat everything is so different.. WORSE OF ALL, I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SAY 5 WORDS!!! Shit know, i grew mad behind him ah... He is now known as CBK, KBK, LJB...

Anyway, shall not talk about him anymore.. After school, went to watch movie with the usual gang.. Watched "Haunted Apartment" at J8.. Its scary but the ending as usual is so stupid man!! We were like laughing our asses off man.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Went home after tat here i am.. Yawn, so tired man.. Need lots of slp.. OC later... WOohoOoOo!!!

Boxcar Racers - Watch The World

2006-09-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!! How are you guys??!??! Fine i hope.. Well, i've been doing great.. Many things happen man.. Juz no time to blog about it.. Hmm, will the most impt will be tat sch have already started.. :( Tats stupid.. BUT!!! Thank God there is like 1 hot girl in my class.. WOOT!!! I am sorry baby.. AHAHA!!! There is this guy tat is sooooooo irritating like some fool in my previous class.. Nevermind shall not talk about it.. HAHA!! Well, it been like 2 days with them n its really good.. I tink we are starting to open up.. Hahaha, also my class is sOoOooooOoOOooOoo not shy.. HAHAHA!! Tats a good thing though..

Secondly, i have juz found a job.. Currently working at City Hall.. Shall not reveal where the place is cuz i am shy about it.. HAHAHA!!! Oh well, anyway, it is really great working there.. Only busy during the peak hours.. Oh!! I already hate someone in the second day of work.. She is called " the dishwasher".. She not only like to wash dishes but also like to ask ppl do things while she doesnt even do anything.. So irritating man.. ARGH!!! HAHAHA..

Plus 44 - When Your Heart Stop Beating

2006-09-15T00:06:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!! Went to East Coast today with the class once again for excerise session.. So damn tiring man.. So many funny things happen man!! 1st: Ken's bike sit came out.. 2nd: JASON'S PEDDLE CAME OUT!! OMG KNOW!! I almost died on the floor laughing my ass off.. It was so funny because he was racing n then he slow down and told mi.. " Aye, i tink my peddle coming out.." 5 secs later it did.. HAHAHA!!! Omg.. so damn funny.. 3rd: Ken being the smart 1 tried to step on the peddle to put it back in.. But he bodoh, didnt realise he foot below and he cut himself.. My Lord!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

After 2 hrs of cycling, went to Parkway for dinner.. And then came back home... WooHoo!! The shirts i want were finally ordered!!! Cant wait for it to arrive man!!!

SONG DAY!!!

2006-09-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hey, all!! Juz came back from loads of place today.. Went to Penin to get my lips done.. Then went to the airport n hang out with Lil Shawn and Lizz.. After tat ate dinner at Popeyes.. YUM!!!The food is sooooo Nicee!!!! After tat, went to Image with Lil shawn as he want to get his Atticus polo stripe shirt.. ITS SO NICE LA!! I WANT ALSO!!! :< Then headed home.. OMG!! Having a cold now.. SO irritating.. HAHAHAHA!!! HAve some quiz to do.. And its super funny!! We are suppose to suffle our songs and then answer the quiz and this is wad i got.. U guys should try it..
How am I feeling today?
Better Off Dead

Will I get far in life?
This Love

How do my friends see me?
Room For One More

Where will I get married?
Easy Target

What is my best friend's theme song?
Bleeding Heart

What is the story of my life?
Situations

What is/was high school like?
True

How can I get ahead in life?
We're all to Blame

What is the best thing about me?
Aliens Exist

What is today going to be like?
It's not a side effect of the cocaine, I am thinking it must be love.

What is in store for this weekend?
Don't phunk with my heart

What song describes my parent(s)?
My Friends Over You

To describe my grandparents?
crazy

How is my life going?
Man overboard

How does the world see me?
The Quiet Things that No One Ever Knows

Will I have a happy life?
Ammunition

What do my friends really think of me?
Like The Angel

Do people secretly lust after me?
Emily

How can I make myself happy?
SOS

What should I do with my life?
Ending In Tragedy

Will I ever have children?
Anything Goes

Box Car Racers - Watch The World

2006-09-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Today was a really fruitful day man.. Woke up around 9 in the morning cuz my mom had to remind mi to bring in the clothes as her office area is raining.. BUT IT DIDNT EVEN RAIN AT ALL!! ASSCRACK! Nevermind, on the com n went back to sleep.. Woke up again around 12 and got ready to go meet my Hsienx2 for lunch at his school.. Hang around his school till 3 n then headed to TM to meet my mom.. Loads of shopping with her man.. For once in my life i feel like am some rich kid.. The poor salesperson is like my personal assitant man.. She helping mi take my clothes, hold them, n bring new ones for mi.. HAHA!! Thanks whoever u are.. Anyway, end of the day i bought 1 Billabong polo stripe shirt, 1 Lee Jeans, 1 boxers and a burmudas... WOHOO!! A TOTAL COST OF.......................................................... $169 BUCKS!!!! YES!! THANK YOU MUMMY DEAREST!! LOVE U SO MUCH!! Now all i need is a brown belt and the shirts that i have ordered online.. I am SOOOOOO BROKE MAN!!! ARGH!!!!

I guess i was kinda confused before getting into this.. It been so hard to be normal even though right infront of my eyes lie clearly the answer that i was suppose to take.. I want it to work out really badly.. But i dunno wad's happening now.. It seems like there is no topic to talk about between us.. I dunno why.. But its like its juz different after knowing wad u're angry with mi about.. I dunno is it juz me or wad.. But u are always busy with school work or with yr frenz.. U rather do those than talk to mi.. I have tried to be understanding n give u space to do wadever u wan.. But once u said u will talk to mi later, u wont even talk to mi till i have to ask: "wad are u doing?"... Something juz keep popping out of my mind is tat, if we do break, would u even get sad? Guess not.. I really dunno wad to do.. I wan it to work out very much though.. Sigh!!

Blink 182 - All Of This

2006-09-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

HEY!! Here are some pics that I've took with my frenz some time ago.. 1) Took it with Jiawen and Lil Shawn at Planetshakers gig at some church tat time.. 2) Took tat at the laz day of school..

Anyway, when to meet Nigel to pass him the money for the shirts tat i am buying with his frenz and him online.. Kinda cheap though 3 shirts and 1 hoodie for juz $86 bucks!! GOOD PRICE!! Hahaha, met him at Kembangan station and we headed to City Hall.. I AM SOOOOOO BROKE NOW!!! Need in of cash really badly now!! Then he headed for town while i when up to meet Jason as i am suppose to pass the things tat i need for work.. OH YA!! I FOUND A JOB!! HAHAHAHA!! Working at Hagen Diaz(HOWEVER U SPELL TAT)... After tat went for lunch and then window shop from Raffles City, Penin, Funan and then Suntec.. Tiring day man.. Saw a few shirts tat i wan but they are like too expensive for me.. :(((

GONNA SHOP WITH MY MOM TML!! Woohoo!! Can buy more shirts without having to pay a single cent!! HAHAHAHA!! Cant Wait MAN!!

My dearest, take care of yrself.. Drink lots of water n get some rest!!! DUN GO TO WORK!!!! TSK!!!

Breaking Benjamin - Until The End

2006-09-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

So clever,
Whatever,
I'm done with these endeavors.
Alone I walk the winding way.
(Here I stay)
It's over,
No longer,
I feel it growing stronger.
I'll live to die another day,
Until I fade away.

(Chorus)
Why give up,
why give in?
It's not enough,
it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough,
it never is.
But I will go on until the end

Surround me,
It's easy
To fall apart completely.
I feel you creeping up again.
(In my head)
It's over,
No longer,
I feel it growing colder.
I knew this day would come to end,
So let this life begin.

(Chrous)

I've lost my way.
I've lost my way,
but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up.

(Chrous)

I've lost my way.
I've lost my way,
but I will go on until the end.
U-uh, u-uh

The final fight I'll win,
The final fight I'll win,
The final fight I'll win,
But I will go on until the end.

OH MY GOD!! This song is so nicee.. Though the intro is kinda not nice.. The nicest part of this song is the chrous.. A song tat every1 should listen to.. Anyway, i am back to blog today.. Wohoo!! HAHA!! Ytd and today have been great.. Went to Cheah's house for class gathering ytd.. Lots of food and fun.. Had a good time catching up with the rest.. N drinking.. I know i am not good and stuffs.. BUT!! I have improved.. Stupid Sherms killed mi with 5 shots of different drinks man.. N all of them are pure.. If i can remember, he made mi drink 1 Martini, 2 Barcadi and 2 Vodka.. HAHA!! Was kinda alright till the laz 2 drinks.. Then after tat dun tink anyone wanna know.. Anyway, after all tat stayed over at Cheah's house for the night.. Talked n stuffs till 4 plus.. Slept on the floor man.. Instead of having a headache, i have a backache too.. HAHA!! Woke up around 10 in the morning.. Cuz it was FREAKING COLD!! Was freezing my ass off the floor man.. After tat, woke up had leftovers then headed home and slpt all the way till 7.. So nice.. At last a proper sleep.. HAHA!! Had fried rice, soup and SATAY for dinner.. YUM!!

Escape The Fate - The Guillotine

2006-08-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA!! I GOT A NEW WEBCAM!!! WOOHOO!!! THANKS EMILY FOR THE COLLAGE... Bought the webcam ytd when i was out with my classmates.. Went to watch The Ghost Game with them.. Not a bad show.. Kinda shocking n scary but after a while a few of us were laughing cuz the actors look like some ppl we know.. HAHA!! Then had Cafe Cartel for dinner while lunch time we had Pastamania.. I am sOooOooOooOoOOooOoo BROKE pls... After dinner we went to play pool.. Once again, my luck was good.. HAHA!! Out of 5 games, i won 3.. Congrats to mi!! After tat headed home n used my webcam.. So fun la.. webcam with so many ppl.. Can see my frenz and LOVE ONE...

Woke up like 10 this morning.. Was so tired la.. Went to meet Sherms and Didi at Bedok central for breakfast... After tat went to get some games.. And then headed to Didi's house for gaming session.. Haha, was like playing for so long then ordered pizza ate till i nearly died.. OMG, I am Growing FAT!!! This is not good... Oh No, not at all.. Anyway, went home around 5 plus and went to the shop to buy a couple of DVDs.. Gonna watch it tml so i wont be bored at home.. Wohoo!! CIAOZzzZzZZzzZZzZZzZZzZZ

Amber Pacific - Gone So Young

2006-08-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

HIYA!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Here are some pics that we took ytd..
From Left to Right:

1)Our class laz photo taking!! SO NICEE!!

2)Some weird smile that was made.. (Tats Siyuan at the back.. HI!!)

3)Oh, Lester love mi alot and i am touched!

4)Formal dressing is ta way!

5)Promotion of drinks!! (Buy 1 get 5 free)

HAHAHA!! Anyway, ytd was the laz day of our class together.. And the funy thing was that there were 100% attendence man!! I tot only like half the class will go.. Kinda nicee.. Was taking millions n billions of pics as memories.. I was tinking tat it gonna be a sad day but it was kinda fun enjoying our every laz moment together.. WOOHOO!! The day was juz taking pics man.. I dun even know wad we were presenting.. HAHA!! The faci gave us chocs and candies.. YUM!! After class more pics man!! HAHAHA!! It's mad camwhoring the WHOLE DAY!! HaHA!! But its fun making weird pics n poses.. Sigh, gonna miss that class like mad but no worries.. We will still organise outings as a class..

Anyway, after that sch the go home gang went to watch An American Haunting!! Before that, we were eating at SAKAE SUSHI... YUM!!!!! Ate the buffet, so much la.. Wad we saw is wad we ate.. Yup, tat sum it all up.. After tat was to the show!! AND it SUCKS BIG TIME!! Its almost like The Omen.. Stupid ending man!! Haiz, wasted money on such show again.. After tat was home for us.. YAWN! BUT SOMETHING SHOCKED MY ENTIRE NIGHT AH!! I SHALL NO LONGER TALK ABOUT IT!! STOP LAUGHING WHEN U SEE THIS EMILY!! I KNOW U WILL.. But tats not the worst.. The worst is that you can go join them after you heard the news... TSK!! You know who you are..

Went cycling with half the class.. It was soooooo tiring man!! Went to East Coast Park to cyle while some blade.. It was a good excerise though.. Cycle all the way to the Bedok Jetty then rested then head to the other jetty at the other end.. It was really tiring man!! My bum is sooo pain now.. Anyway, Emily was my parther on the bike cuz i as always a nice guy accompany her.. But i tink she have a hard time riding with mi.. Cuz of so many things that happen.. HAHAHA!! After tat headed to Parkway Parade for dinner and the headed home.. Fun FUn FUN day..

FINE HERE IS AN LETTER OF APOLOGY:
I AM SORRY EMILY FOR MAKING U FALL DOWN, SCARING YOU ON THE BIKE AND MAKING U ALMOST FALL ALSO!! ERM, WONT HAPPEN AGAIN.. :>

I MISS YOU!! SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!

Lifehouse - Take Me Away

2006-08-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!! Juz got back today from my class chalet.. So freaking tiring man.. 2 nites of no slp at all.. But strangly i wasnt tat tired there.. Anyway, the chalet was fun! Juz spending time with my classmates.. On friday, after school, went home to pack my bags and stuffs then went to meet Ken and Jason at Bedok Station to head for the chalet at Costa Sands after having dinnner at macs.. The place was kinda small though.. Imagine about 15 in the room slping.. Then the first nite we juz hanged around the room playing PS2, playing cards and movies.. Went to Downtown East for to get supper then headed to the coffe shop which is like 20 mins walk from the chalet.. So damn tiring la.. Then back to the chalet for more PS2 and cards.. OH YA!! I learnt how to play Majong.. Its so funny la.. Jason and I were like so bad in chinese and yet we learnt it translating the chinese words to english.. Played it till like 5plus then went to slp on the floor cuz the bed already filled up..

Wok up with backaches and neck cramps cuz the floor was so hard.. It was already 12 plus, went to wash up n stuffs.. Then headed to get lunch with Ari and Jason at the food court cuz the rest already eaten their lunch.. After tat went to fetch Emily from the bus stop.. After that went back to the room and we watch dvd.. Then they were playing to go cycling but some of us( like mi who not really into it) went to play pool.. HAHA!! Half the time was like shooting the wrong ball in the hole.. After that went to meet up with the rest to get the food.. Waited so long for the food cuz of miscommunication.. Tsk!! All fail that topic thats why.. HAHA!! Soon after that we went back and started to get ready the food and the fire.. Got ready by 7 plus.. And the cooking begins.. HAHA!! Slowly more and more people come.. About 24 people were there for the bbq( Facilitators and classmates).. So fun la.. Making so much noise and juz laughing all the time.. Everyone started to leave around 12 plus.. Then some juz continue eating while some were playing games, gambling and drinking.. HAHAHA!! DIDNT SLP THE WHOLE NITE!!! Everyone slpt around 2 plus.. Only like 6 people stayed awake.. YAWN!! Was talking about everything from school to girls to studies and all.. HAHA!! So no link at all.. Then talk till 7 plus a few started to wake up.. So we went in and have a short nap... After that juz pack up and leave.. Had breakfast at dunno wad shop.. I tink its Cavana or Casavana.. 1 of them la.. HAHA!! After that headed home and slp till now!!
Was missing 2 particularly in the chalet.. I tink they know they are.. 1) Msg till my handphone wanna spoil also nv reply back.. Tsk!! But i understand.. Rawr!! 2) Spent time together in the chalet LAZ YEAR.. Missed that time really bad.. Was the best chalet i had ever.. If i can have a choice i will have it again with You..

Amber Pacific - Poetically Pathetic

2006-08-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!!! I am back once again.. Yawn!! So tired man.. The week have been great so many fun times with the class.. Gonna be the last week in class already... Sigh, will miss it sooo much.. All the lamest joke we make n stuffs.. Chalet this coming FRIDAY!!! Woohoo!!! Cant wait man.. Gonna have loads of fun.. I cant wait for the food man.. AHAHAHAHA!!! But i need to slim down.. Can be all fat and round.. AHAHA!! Today class is so empty la.. Like not even a class, more a tuition class instead.. Haha!! But its fun.. Went to the library for the 2nd meeting.. But was like doing nothing there la.. Juz msning and talking rubbish.. HAHA!! After class stayed in sch to play games.. SO fun but emily n peiru were like bugging us to go home.. Aiyo!! Spoil our fun only.. Jason is getting damn retarded man.. Whole day saying : " Ya ok", " U nv say this before?" and lots of stupid stuffs.. Damn funny la.. Ken the best la.. Nv come sch all.. Go shopping and stuffs.. Tsk!!

Emily!! Dun be emo anymore.. My fish will make u happy.. Yr 10 fishes can throw away cuz they are useless.. Mine can make u laugh n smile.. HAHA!! Its not nice to see u sad all the time.. Laughing is alot better than putting a frown on yr face.. OK!!?? Hahaha, Funniest joke for today..
A: " are u coming tomorrow??" B:" On who?" All start laughing till their stomach and jaw hurts.. But A still blur about it until like 10 mins later.. HAHA!! Emily stop looking at girls la.. Time to look at guys already.. LETS WATCH SEE NO EVIL TML!!!

Anyway, i am planning for Rocking X'mas 2006.. If anybands wanna play or wadever u can contact mi or my band.. THANKS!!

West Grand Boulevard - Waiting For You

2006-08-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

CAUGHT IN THE ACT!
THIS IS GAY!!!

Trying to be sad and happy?

HIHI!! Long time no post!! HAHAHA!! Kinda busy with loads of stuffs.. Been wanting to update this old blog but didnt really have the time or the mood.. HAHA!! BUT nevertheless, i am back again.. Glad to see so many people wanna read my blog.. Hehehe.. Anyway, many things have happen this month.. I AM SO HAPPY!! WOHOO!!!

Hmm, school was great another 2 weeks till holidays and the changing of class.. Next friday gonna have a class chalet.. Cant wait man.. Tat will be our laz time together.. Sigh!! Cant imagine being in a new class with new faces all over again.. :S OMG!! I THINK I AM GONNA REPEAT MY SCIENCE MODULE!!! I GOT E AND F FOR MY RECENT TEST!!! Worse of all it the tests added up consist of 50% of the GPA!!! I hate Science and Maths!! They are so boring.. ARGH!!

Someone have been making mi happy these whole week.. Hehehe.. She is a meaniee poo poo head but i still love her.. You know who u are!! RAWR!!! Pls come back fast.. I wanna see u soooooooo badly!!! Sigh.. AND STAY LONGER!!! Oh well, this have been really a great week man.. Ahhhhhhh!! Feel so light hearted all a sudden.. WeeEEeeEEEEEeeEeEeEeEeEeeEEee!!! hAHA!! K tats random, anyway gotta stop here too many things to say but i dunno how to describe it..

Billy Talent - Pins And Needles

2006-08-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!!! Wahahaha!! Feeling sick man.. Usual illness hit mi hard today.. Was like kinda sick since yesterday.. But wasnt tat bad till today.. Haha.. Used up like 4 packets of tissues in school and almost half a box of tissue like right now.. Omg!! I look like a reindeer.. Darn!! I need a hot drink badly now..

Anyway, was like doing my things in school when i started sneezing like mad.. Then i knew today is my death day.. HAHA!! Like seriously, after one sneeze and i'm gone.. Then went to play soccer as usual during lunch but after 10 mins i KO.. Was like sweating like mad la.. After that went in class to cool down.. Was so tired that i juz lied on the floor.. THe worst thing was tat I FELL ASLEEP ON THE FLOOR!! HAHAHA!!! Damn funny la, was juz intending to lie on the floor but suddenly i juz slp.. Kinda unglam la.. But its damn shiok!! HAHA!! Woke up juz in time for class and my flu was like kinda ok already.. However the moment i stood up it died again.. Oh well.. Shall not elaborate any further.. That's a pic my class took when i was slping..

Breaking Benjamin - So Cold

2006-07-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

HIHI!! Had a great weekend this week man!! Spent time with my frenz n all.. Awesome time!! Sweetness.. Haha..
SUNDAY: Woke up at 1 and waited for mom to cook some prata thingy then headed out to meet Lil Shawn at Bedok MRT at 2.15.. Went to Far East to get his shirt for his fren.. Headed to image to get it.. Was like searching high n low for the perfect shirt then we all agreed to get the Famous Star And Straps shirts.. GOOD CHOICE!! Then headed to Mos burger at Wheelock at got some light snacks and juz chilled out with him.. After being full n happy, went to Borders to see some mags.. Bought a Kerrang mag for myself.. SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Weeee.. After that, went Lucky Plaza to walk around n stuffs but there wasnt much to see as there were many boring thingys.. Haha, so we then headed to Taka n took some pics n juz sit down n people watch..

SAT: Woke up around 12 cuz Lil Shawn wanted to go Far East but he cancelled it so i went back to slp.. YAWN!! HAHA!! Slept till around 2 plus.. Quickly got up n showered n get ready for church.. Mom bought Nasi Lemak, so i had no choice but to eat it.. After that headed for church as i was running late already.. :s Haha, anyway, service was really good so many people came for service.. Some even accepted Christ on that day.. PRAISE GOD!!! After that, went for dinner with my super big current CG... HAHA!! Its really big la.. We have to like combine 8 tables juz for my CG.. Had fun fellowshipping with them.. So many funny things happened man.. Then headed home around 9 with those in church going to the east..

FRIDAY: A BIG SHOUTOUT TO ASH AND EDMUND!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Haha, surprised Ash in school with bday cake that Cheah bought.. It was to distract him while his class prepare for their surprise for him.. Haha, He was really surprise when he saw wad we and the class had done for him.. Then after school, Cheah n I stayed back to pass time.. Was like palying soccer outside of class.. Had a mini 2-2 competition with his class.. HAHA!! It was really tiring man!! It was like the first time i actually touched a soccer ball since like 2 years ago?? HAHA!! But it was fun, soccer under the aircon.. Super shiok la.. After that, we headed to Bishan to wait for the rest cuz we are planning to surprise Ash by going to his house.. HAHA!! We gathered around 7 then Ash's mom came to get his bday cake n brought as to thier house.. He was once again shocked when he saw mi, Cheah, Kubo, Mari and Far.. HAHA!! We juz hanged out, had bbq and laugh at everything we joked about.. Kinda nice hanging out with them though.. Left his house around 11 and took the bus home with Mari and Kubo.. Reached home around 12.30 man.. HAHA!!

Angels And Airwaves - Do It For Me Now

2006-07-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hey blogworld!! How are all of u doing???? Haha.. Been kinda good for me.. Today was a damn happening day la!! Not the lesson or the faci pls! Haha, but the things that happen in class.. Once again the faci is like damn screwed up.. Everyone in the class hates her to the core la.. Anyway, learnt about Enthics n blalala for today's module.. Hope i get an A or something!! Cuz i did loads of things today.. :D
Anyway, sorry for the sidetrack.. As usual the faci is like shooting people in class again.. Then Emily was like fed up with her again.. Then the faci shoot like indirectly.. Poor Emily cried after she left the class.. :( SHE IS NOT WORTH YR TEARS!!! Anyway, after that she got better.. So, went on doing our work n stuffs till almost the end of the class.. Then the faci caught Chet Meng watching videos in class so she scolded him.. After tat she went to his table again n caught him msning in class.. So she scolded him again n asked him close his lappy.. After a while he continued again, so she asked him to leave the class.. THE BEST PART!! When Chet Meng was leaving that time, he said this: "I am not the only one msning in class also rite, u go tell the rest to close their laptops la. F**K"
He have my fullest respect for today man!! Damn on and hiong la!! I wanna scold also dun dare man.. Oh well, i love my class now!! So happening n funny.. Always laughing at the smallest things and making jokes out of nothing.. But the sad thing is tat we are gonna split up in 1 month's time.. Sigh!!

Anyway, shaun signing off!! Ciaozzzzzz!!!!!

Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

2006-07-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hey blogworld, today not gonna blog about my day or wadever.. Juz gonna blog about how i am feeling.. Sigh.. Hmmm, wad am i feeling rite now?? Haha, funny thing is that i dun even know how to explain it.. It's this feeling whereby u are up on stage going to perform but no one is there to perform.. No one was there to watch u perform at all.. Not even those who love u or esp the one u love the most.. At times it makes mi wanna cry but come to tink of it, wads the point of crying about it when no one cares at all..

This is another story i am gonna write.. Haha.. A guy was in love with this girl so much and he even think of marrying her in the future.. Sounds sweet huh? But the thing is the girl doesnt appreciate it at all, she is happy the way she is now and that her frenz are more important than him.. She told the guy tat she juz dun have any feelings for him.. Wad can the guy do? All day long he keep thinking that there is something wrong with him tats why the girl doesnt like him.. Loads of time he tried to make her indirectly sad.. However the best part is that she doesnt even have any reaction to it.. He gave her back his ring to her hoping to see that she will do something.. But in the end she juz asked why and then accepted it.. She asked him to forget about her and move on.. But he juz cant cuz she mean so much to her.. All his friends tell him to give up on her as he deserve a much better girl.. A few times he agrees with them but after a while he still stick to his beliefs.. That she is the girl that he will marry in the future.. What should he do? Is this all worth it?

Paramore - Never Let This Go

2006-07-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hi blogworld, time for mi to blog na update my dearest blog.. Hmm haven been doing much this week though.. Juz going school to n fro.. Kinda boring.. Hahaha.. Oh well.. Skipped school on wed cuz i wanted to sleep in and it was sooooo good.. hahaha!! Woke up around 1 plus and juz laze around at home the whole time.. Niceeeee.. Thurs is a stupid day cuz of a stupid faci.. She is like so bloody dumb la, make us stay back, make stupid jokes, complain about our presentation slides.. Asscrack! Went to meet lil Shawn and Eri on friday after school to get earphones and pretty much hang around.. Then went to get my mom' s pressie at City Hall, i tink she likes it.. HAHA!!

Woke up around 1 pm yesterday and juz used the com till it was around 5 before i went to get ready n go out.. Went to meet Sherms on the bus and headed for St Pats as they have some gig for some charity thingy.. Waited for Mariah and Jerms like damn long before they arrived la.. Haha, but nvm.. The bands that performed were really really bad la!! They were juz on stage to make themselves look bad.. Until the band before Tealfault, they were good.. Tealfault was really awesome man!! Made my money worth to watch them play.. HAHA!! After that headed to Thai Express for dinner and pretty much hang out with my frenz.. Hmm, today was kinda boring.. Woke up at 12.30, ate lunch, tv, msn, tv, dinner and msn again.. HAHA!! That was it, no need to summarise at all.. BLEH!! ahaha!!

Was kinda like thinking about some stuffs though.. A friend of mine asked mi: Why am i so hard up to wait for her till now.? I was like i dunno, i guess i really like her alot tats why i waited for such a long time.. There were times when i really wanted to give up on waiting.. But when i saw her really down and sad i juz wanted to be there for her as much as i can.. Then my friend asked another question: Does she even have feelings for me even after i did so much for her? My intial answer was i tink so, i mean there were times that make mi feel like she does.. But when i asked her if she does have feelings for mi, however she said no.. It really pulls mi down when i heard that.. I think to myself why do u keep doing so much when she doesnt even like mi back.. Is it juz part of my wishful thinking that she will be with mi again.. There are times when my heart is so determined to give up, but when i talked to her my mind juz says give in to her.. Should i continue waiting or juz give up???? I really dunno myself now.. Sigh!!

The Departure - A Vacant Affair

2006-07-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hi hi!! Went for Baybeats yesterday again.. Went with lil shawn, stefan, eri, munirah and nig.. But nig was MIA all the time.. Haha, tsk tsk!! Anyway, went there around 5.30.. Then around 6 plus, eri n mun met us there.. Watched A Vacant Affair slot and it was really good.. They have a super good stage pressence.. They played the songs from their new EP.. The songs are really GOOD!!!! I like the the departure.. The longest song in the album.. Hahaha, but still nice..

Anyway, after AVA slot, went to have dinner at marina square.. Then juz hang around there for an hour or so till PLAINSUNSET's slot!! Their time slot was like 9.30 and around 9.15 the area was full already.. Had an awesome time watching them play live man!! Super super good stage pressence and all.. I am sooooooo in love with them man!!! Oh my god la!! Hahaha.. After them, went to the merch store to get shirts.. Bought like 3 new ones.. So niceeee.. Wahahaha!! But now i am broke again.. Shrugss!! After tat, went home with nig n lil shawn.. It was a fun day man!! I wan to watch Plainsunset again!!!

Anyway, for today?? Hmm, didnt do anything much though.. Watched tv, played games, slp and watch tv.. Sounds boring huh? Hahaha, well it is.. Hmm, another 1 more month till my next holidays man!! I am happy but yet sad.. Cuz after tat holidays, we will be changing class.. Sigh, its like our class is kinda close already n now they wanna change it.. Its gonna be so weird man!! Sigh, no more going home with the usual people.. Mad playing games in class and stuffs.. Haha, no more Emily's screaming when playing CS, or minesweeper.. AHAHA!! I hope my class have some hot girls.. HEEHEE!! BLEH!! Emily, i know u wan hot guys la.. TSK!! Hurr!!

West Grand Boulevard - Flight Of Fancy

2006-07-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hi all, once again i am here to blog.. Today, was like damn good la.. Lesson finished at 1.30, after our presentation the facilitator was like: aiya! dun need need to go through the teacher's slides la.. Haha, cuz the whole class did quite good for it as in like we covered all the points.. Anyway, the best part of it? My team have no 2 people including me.. HAHAA!! For the first time i was like really doing work man!! I tink i know today's topic by hard already.. Wahahaha.. Whew, all the hard work that i have done.. *Pat Pat* Good job Shaun!! hahaha!!

After school went to CHEC to meet Eri and lil Shawn, juz hang around with Eri as lil shawn was having lesson.. Then at 4.30, lil Shawn finished class while Eri went for her's.. Lil Shawn n me then headed to Penin to punch 2 holes for my belt cuz my jeans was dropping like mad n it was at the maz already.. Then had dinner at BK with him and then headed back to school to wait for Eri and Stefan.. Holly was with us to go for Baybeats.. Around 6, we left CHEC to City Hall to meet Edmund.. N all of us went to the Esplanade together.. The bands for the night was alright i guess.. I tink the best was West Grand Boulevard!! Awesome band.. But didn't really enjoy myself though.. This year's Baybeats is so different man.. Its like comparing to laz yr, i rather have laz yr again.. WHY?? Cuz some1 wasn't by my side so its like when i see my sides, its like some weirdo stranger beside mi.. However, there is a saying though.. " So Close Yet So Far".. Haha, n i know what it really means tonight.. Oh well, some only remember the bad parts about things and forget the good ones.. But its nice to have my friends company there.. Had a good time catching up with some whom i didnt see for so long..

Vertical Rush - Serenity

2006-07-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hi blogworld!! Long time no blog.. But no one cares about Shaun's blog... Oh well, don't really care anyway.. Dunno why i juz have no mood to blog now.. Guess, my life is juz as boring as it have always been.. Hmm, let me tell u what i did these few days..

Sat: Hmm, woke up around 2? haha.. Then waited for Nig to call as he was jamming with Tealfault n they are like kinda near my area.. After that headed to Bedok Mrt to wait for him.. Was still tired but who cares with God's Glory, He will keep me awake.. Then headed for church after that.. Haha, and of cuz we are early as usual.. Heehee.. Hmm, service was great and so was Cell group.. My CG is like so big now la!!! OMG!! There are like 25 people in there now.. Hahaha, cuz the other cell have no more leader as they went to adult ministry.. So my pastor decided to join both CG together.. There are pros and cons to it though.. Pros are that its like a great CG where we can all grow together.. Cons cuz it will take like forever to head to the foodcourt to have our dinner.. Hahaha.. Anyway, hang out with Nig around the mall looking for belt and it was like mad la.. Went from one mall to the other then back again.. But it was great hanging out with him..

Sun: Stayed home most of the day.. Was either watching tv, on the net or slping.. So, nothing much to eleborate on.. In the night, went to the supermart to get groceries for the house.. Nothing much left in the house already.. Haha.. Bought sooooooooo many things la.. My arm was like almost breaking carrying those bags home.. When we unpacked the stuffs, suddenly i see and i was like WOW! there are really alot of things now.. HAHA!! After tat, had dinner n then watch tv..

Mon: Kinda boring though, went school n stuffs.. Had science and the lesson was like about water n blablabla.. One thing that make mi awake was when i was talking to Bel online.. She told me this phrase which really make mi nod.. This is wad it was: Loving Someone Is Hard But Loving Someone That Doesn't Love You Is Harder.. Letting Someone Go Doesn't Show That You Are Weak, It Just Shows That You Are Strong Enough To Let Her Go.. Haha, i tink that was really meaningful n it actually applys to my life rite now..

Today: It was ok though.. Did Maths today and its all about probability.. So easy la.. Haha.. Then was chatting with Emily, cuz she was like feeling down because of guys.. Then after talking to her, i was a lil down also.. Its like she and I have no clue wad we should do about it.. Haha.. Oh well..

Nickleback - Far Away

2006-07-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hey all, shall blog about things that have happen these few days tat i didnt updated.. Hmmm, well went to school as usual.. It was kinda fun now cuz i am like addicted to CS.. Haha, everyday will stay back after school for a lil while to play.. Playing it is fun as i keep my mind off somethings.. Anyway, today was bad!! I lost something tat was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo important n valuable to mi.. Sigh, well blame it on my clumsiness or my stupidity but i was like feeling damn shit when i realise it was gone.. When to retrace every step i took from class to the canteen n all.. But i juz cant find it.. Sigh.. It was really something dear to me.. No amount of cash can buy it.. Sigh, worst of all it was something given to mi by my best friend..

Let mi tell u all a story.. A boy was so in love with his girlfriend, he would even lay his life down for her.. He trust her with all his heart that the girlfriend would not do anything behind his back.. But 1 day, he found out tat she have been talking to a guy other than him.. N its not for a short while, its like for a super long time. But the guy didnt say anything about as he did not wanna tink too much..
As the months passed, he thought everything was over.. Then 1 day, he went out with his friends to hang out.. His girlfriend did not follow as she said she got something on.. So he went to meet his friends alone.. In the mall, he was waiting for his friends to arrive.. Then they called him to go to the cinema to check the timing of the movie they are watching.. Juz as he was making his way there, something juz tell him to look into this cafe.. As he turned to look in, he saw his girlfriend with a guy n both of them were really close.. He heart dropped to the ground when he saw that.. Then the girl saw it and she quickly went over there to talk to him.. She asked him to sit with her and so he did.. But the whole time, he couldnt bring himself to talk to her.. In his heart, it was so broken n pain as if something have penetrated it.. When his friends have arrived, he juz quickly left the place without saying bye.. In the whole movie, memories of wad juz happened juz keep playing back in his mind..
When he went home, he didnt know what to do.. Should he msg her, call her or ignore her..? In the end, he called her to asked her wad she wanna say about it.. She told him that what he saw is not what he tink it is.. The reason why she kept it from him was because she didnt wan him to get all upset about it.. But the thing is tat he doesnt believe her as much as what he used to.. Shortly, after a few weeks the boy broke up with her cuz he juz couldnt stop tinking about what had happen.. The girl was crying n begging him not to.. She kept saying sorry for what she have done and that she will not do it again.. But the boy juz cant bring himself to give her another chance..

The moral of the story: Dun ever keep things from yr loved ones cuz it will hurt them more when they know tat u kept it from them and lie to them at the same time..

Electrico - All The World

2006-07-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

Hi all, been a long time since i updated this blog huh.. Hahaha.. Oh well, been kinda busy n all.. So yea..
Fri was really boring man.. Finished school at 1.30 and didnt have anyway to go.. Some were juz to busy. Others have their own stuff.. So anyway, stayed in school till 4.30 to wait for Cheah n Ash.. But they all have their own thing to do after school.. I was like wad the hell, waste my time.. Anyway, went to Causewaypoint to walk around n waste time then headed to PS again to do the same thing.. Life is really juz so boring without anyone beside u..
Sat: went to church then headed to town to watched Nigel play for Tealfault.. It was really good la.. Missing giging with Inhidings n all.. Went home around 12am then used the com.. THEN THE BAD PART HAPPENED!! Stupid parents i have la.. Like seriously.. Its like the weekends n they wan mi to off the com at 1.. It was so bloody ridiculous.. Then mom started scolding mi n stuffs.. Things got kinda violent and then i was kicked out of my house.. This time was like for real la.. Went downstairs to sit n all.. Later went back up to my house's stairs n slept there..
Sun: Mom opened the door at 8 n asked mi in.. I thought was for something good.. But nooooooo.. She asked mi packed my bag n get out.. I was like wad the hell is yr problem.. Then she started scolding n all.. Then she stated some stupid rules tat i have to follow if not i can be out of the house.. Have no choice but to accept them.. Then went for jamming with the band.. It was kinda good.. Except for things that happen after tat.. It juz tat i have feelings tat things do not seem like wad it said.. I dunno, been praying about it.. But God juz tell mi differently to wad i know.. Sigh this really sucks.. Feeling kinda down n shit now.. But who cares? No one.. Exactly..

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

2006-06-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hihi, yawn!! Today is a really boring day.. Didnt feel so well in the morning so i slept in class like almost the whole day till lunch.. Didnt really catch up what was happening in class, but doesnt make any difference also.. Cuz even when i was well, i also dun get wads happening.. A few funny things happen in class la.. Stupid faci was being so lame trying to act cute n all.. The whole class dunno whether to laugh or look at him.. Then THE FUNNIEST!! I AM SORRY EMILY!! My awesome n wonderful classmate was listening to the teacher too much tat she went to myfriends.com to search for resources when the webby thingy was suppose to be a joke.. So funny la, almost died man!!

Anyway, went home straight after school cuz got no mood to do anything.. Been thinking about alot of things.. The whole night juz feel so not mi.. Oh well, feeling stupid n weird man!! ARGH!! Oh well, spent this night watching the new Something Cooperate DVD that i have bought.. SO NICE LA!! Thank God for giving mi money and the decision the use my money on this to spent my lonely night..

If only you were lonely..

New Found Glory - Ending In Tragedy

2006-06-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Nothing much have been happening so didnt update this for a few days.. Well, here are the things that i have done since Sat till now.. Hmmm, Sat: Woke up around 1 n got scolded for nothing.. Ate like four mouths of dinner then was so pissed off that i changed n left the house.. Headed for church cuz there was nothing to do.. Had service n all till 7, went for dinner with my cell.. It was Hsien Xian birthday!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHIFU!! Nig went off early to do his project so i was alone most of the time..

Sun: Was suppose to go for service but was too lazy so decided to slp in.. Then i was suppose to be in church for Worship Team Meeting at 2 but i woke up like 1.40pm.. So quickly showered and took a taxi there.. It was great!! The whole thing ended at 5.. Didnt wanna go home as i didnt wanna see my mom.. So went PS alone, to walk around n play arcade.. Went home around 8 n bought dinner as my parents already ate..

Today: Went to school around 8.. But Cheah was late, so Ash n I went to Macs for breakfast.. Before Cheah came already had no mood to go school so Ash called Cheah and conclusion was not to go school.. Hahaha!! So we went back to St Pat's to collect their cert.. Had lunch there n then headed to City Hall to get their guitar stuffs n went to Macs again to hang out.. Around 3, both of them decided to go Raffles Place to look for Mary.. Haha.. Walked all the way there la.. Bloody tiring witht the stupid lappy behind!! Hang out at her workplace getting free drinks n all.. Ahaha!! N STUPID CHEAH HAVE TO BURN MY HAND WITH THE LIGHTER!!! ASSWIPE!!! Oh well, today was fun.. And also, Ash n I have concluded somethings about girls.. They will only msg those that they like la.. Those they dun like, can forget about msging la.. Its juz a waste of time waiting for their msg cuz they dun even wanna reply u.. AMEN!!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Facedown

2006-06-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

HI BLOGWORLD!!!! Hahaha, sorry tat i didnt have time to update this.. Hehe, though its more of being lazy.. But I am back to update now!! Well, have been kinda busy these few days though.. Went to watch Scary Movie 4 with my closest friends.. It was a stupid show man.. I mean yes the show is funny but there were some parts tat were juz plain stupid.. And its so short!!! Gosh, wasted my 8 bucks for an 1 hr n 30 mins show..

Anyway. went to school today.. When i woke up, it was like mad raining man!! Didnt have the mood to go school cuz the weather is soooooooo good to sleep in.. Hahaha, but i still went nevertheless.. School was alright, the lesson was really fun cuz the facilitator was a fun guy.. Then ended school around 2 man!! Haha, then didnt have any plans cuz all my other frenz haven't finish their class.. So i went to my friend's house to visit cuz she is not feeling well.. Hang around there till dinner then left the place n headed for home.. So tired!! N YES!! Its the weekends!!! MY LONG AWAITED WEENKENDS!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!

Inhidings - Stargazing

2006-06-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!!! So long didnt blog already!! Haha, mainly cuz my life is so boring that is nothing to blog about and partly cuz i have no mood.. Anyway, wad have i been doing?? Hmmm, Started school this week.. So crappy!! I wanna sleep late and wake up late again... Though the rest of the day is like boring, but who cares when i can wake up late.. Went to do Inhidings recording on Monday after school.. Stayed there from 6-10 can!!! So damn tired n stuffs.. We did SLXY already.. Except for the vocals n bass.. Left 1 more session to complete the 2 songs.. Cant wait to see the end result man..

Today, is kinda boring.. I mean as usual in school juz talk, chat and play.. Lesson was like so dead la.. And no one really understands what the faci is saying. Then the weather for today is like so good for sleeping la.. Can really juz sleep in class man.. Hehe, but i didnt ok!! AS I AM A HARDWORKING PERSON!!!

IMU

West Grand Boulevard - Flight Of Fancy

2006-06-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS VERY GOOD BUT VERY BAD TOO!! Sounds weird.. Let mi tell u why.. Well, in the afternoon, went to church n all.. Today, was Worship Encounter 2.. Missed the first 1, so i had to go for this cuz i dun wanna miss out the goodness in it.. It was really good.. The songs played were like super nice and God was moving around us.. The feeling was really strong.. Enjoyed myself in church la.. But didnt go for dinner with my cell cuz we had a gig..

So here is the BAD part.. When we went to the place, THE FREAKING PLACE WAS CLOSED!!! Like wad the hell, n there was like more than 30 of my band's frenz there to support us.. It was like so shit la.. I mean cant u like call us to tell us.. Its so irresponsible pls!! When we call their phones, it was off n stuffs.. Lil Shawn went mad pls, he almost broke the gate ah!! Haiz so shit la.. Its like our first gig n this happen.. Stupid lousy place... I feel so bad cuz so many ppl came to support us.. After tat, went to Mac to hang out n eat.. Then Lil Shawn called the person again and GUESS WAD!! The phone line got through!! The person can tell us tat there was a fight n all, so the place was shut down.. Like wad the.. Stupids fools pls.. So pissed man, then he passed the phone to mi n i was like scolding the person la.. Asscrack pls!!!

ARGH!!

Box Car Racers - There Is

2006-06-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, today was alright.. Woken up by my grandma cuz we are going to meet my mom at Bugis at 1 for lunch.. Cuz its my grandma's birthday.. Went to some restaurant for lunch.. The food there was alright only.. After lunch we went to MOE to collect my O's cert.. Its like so damn far la.. Oh well, had my faithful IPod for company.. Went back home after tat, n used the com then slp.. So boring la..

Sigh, waited for u so long to reply me.. U always say sorry, but wads the point of saying that when u are juz going to do it all over again the next day.. I know u have the right to do wadever u want, but is replying back for juz 1 time so hard.. I thought n hoped that u reply after u are done with yr class.. But u didnt till like now, i dunno whether to be like happy or sad when i see yr reply.. Worst of all, u said that i forever get angry.. U tell mi when was the laz time i was angry with u.. N wad do u wan mi to feel when i waited for so long.. I know u will juz tell mi: "I also never ask u wait, u can do other things wad." or "U cant wait then don't wait la.".. I cant believe tat u said tat i get angry forever.. Sigh.. I can tell u that i am not really angry.. But tell mi, how would u feel if u are waiting for a person for so long la... U always say tat i am angry when i am not, then u in return will become angry yrself.. Like wad la..

Slipknot - Duality

2006-06-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Today was really great.. Went to do Inhidings recording for Stargazing at SAE (some private school for Audio Engineering).. Went there around 2 and then hang aorund there till 6.. We did the recording for Drums, Bass and Rythem.. Kinda smooth, though Colin's WONDERFUL Apple COM hang halfway, which have to resatar all over again.. But it was alright.. Hehe.. Next monday gonna record the Lead n vox already.. Sigh have to be there from 6-10 i tink... Hahaha..

Anyway, after the recording, went straight home cuz everyone went their own ways.. Was listening to the songs which i have to play for this Sat's gig for AWV.. Cant wait for it man!! N yes Nigel, i know yr stage will be bigger than mine.. tsk... Hao lian.. Oh well, was practicing the songs juz then.. Hope i will be able to learn them all by tml...

Bullet For My Valentine - Curses

2006-06-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, it has been a busy day today.. Well, woke up at 1 but still feel dead tired cuz i slept at 5 laz nite watching the World Cup.. Yawn!! Hahaha, went down to the coffeeshop to get lunch then went back home to practice my songs for tml... I tink i got Stargazing done mostly, but i tink i shall learn XY tml in the studio.. Then practice for my Sat's gig... Should be quite alright for it already.. Hehe..

Anyway, cant wait for tml.. So long since Inhidings have done a proper recording.. Hope it will go well though.. But i am sure it will.. Arghhhh!!! My nose is dying right now man!! Stupid usual problem but only happen like today after a few months... For no reason i will have flu.. Hahaha, but it will be alright by tml.. Hopefully.. :s

Inhidings - The Songs Of Songs

2006-06-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hey, dun really have the mood to blog today.. So yea.. Woke up around 12 today.. Did nothing except waiting for something to happen which didnt happen till i have to do it myself.. Sigh.. Juz been thinking about u the whole day today.. But do u care? I guess not.. :(

Everytime i saw things on msn which i hate to see, u know wad i mean.. But wad can i do? Nothing.. All i can do is juz see n hate myself for everything again.. I mean u said u will reconsider but will u?? I dunno, i dun wanna live in self deception all the time.. But wad can i do when u meant the world to mi.. Sigh... U also get angry when i ask u about things, then slowly u will juz avoid the question.. There is no answer given back to mi all the time.. Haiz.. U keep asking mi if i like this girl or wadever.. But u know i will not like any1 else other than u.. Why?? Is it juz to make mi forget about u?? Sigh..

I juz wan 1 more chance, to put my arms on fragile hands.

Slipknot - Vermilion Part 2

2006-06-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!! How are all of u??? Fine?? I hope.. Woke up at 1 today then watch a lil cartoons n had lunch before going to Wheellock to collect my Ipod.. It has been a really while since i laz watch cartoons man!! ahaha.. Anyway, had curry chicken for lunch but wasnt hungry.. So didnt eat much of it.. Then headed for Wheellock at around 2, they gave mi a whole new Ipod instead of repairing it.. Wooohooo!!

After tat, went to meet nig at TTSH he was there like so early la... N we juz sat around there till service was about to start.. The rock melon softee sux man!! PLS DO NOT BUY IT!!! Service was ok, but cell was like whoa!!!!!!! Hahaha, cuz 3 life group combine together.. And Pastor Ben was leading the cell for today.. Half the time inside my head was ?????? all over man.. Hahaha, its like the Da Vinci Code part 2 la.. So many stuffs which i didnt really understand, maybe like i am too young still.. The cell groups were all the older ones in church..

Then went for dinner at the same place.. OMG!! Nigel snapPPPPpPpPpPpPPPpPped ah!!! hahahahaha... It was the funniest thing la.. Cuz JP have to keep poking his food, then Nigel stood up n scolded him on the spot la.. Haha, but i tink he deserved tat anyway.. Oh well, after tat went to Nigel's house to collect my bass for Tuesday recording for Inhidings and jamming and gig for AWV..

NIGEL I HATE U!!! U intro mi to Slipknot ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha, but i have to say the new album is unlike the old 1.. Its really singing now and its not satanic now.. There song up there is a super slow song and ITS IN ACOUSTIC!!! Kinda emo la... KINDA AH!! There is this verse which i like alot.. Its goes like this:

she is everything to me
the unrequited dreamthe song that no one sings
the unattainable
she's a myth that i have to beleive in
all i need to make it real is one more reason
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
when she makes me sad

but i wont let this build this inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me
i wont let this build up inside me

Yellowcard - Hollywood Died

2006-06-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

HI HI!! Today was a fast day man.. Woke up around 12 then when to get ready n stuffs.. Met Lil Shawn at the Mrt station then went to PS to have lunch with Eri.. Had Pastamania for lunch, but didnt really have the appetitide to eat... But its still nice no doubt.. Haha.. Then hang around the mall before heading to the studio.. We reached Kallang like around 3.45 n Marvin was there already.. Then went to the studio to get ready.. Woo Hooo!!! Jamming was great, had fun practicing the songs.. Wahaha!! Anyway, A Wounded Vision will be playing at IJ studios on the 17th of June at 8pm.. Do come and watch us!! Tix can be bought through us at only 5 bucks!!!

Anyway, after jamming i went straight home and rest till like now.. Was juz watching tv the whole nite.. Haha.. Had some noodle thingy for dinner but was kinda full from lunch so didnt eat much anyway.. The 9pm show was dumb la.. Stupid girl didnt choose any of the guy in the end.. N i was like hoping she did.. Hahaha.. Dramas!! Typical ending or lame ending as always..

I will fall asleep tonight, will that bring mi closer to u?

Inhidings - XY

2006-06-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!! Hahaha, today was a good day.. Went to watch The Omen with Nigel, Pea, Sherms, Jerms, Lian and Mariah.. I tot it was going to be a super nice show.. But i TOT WRONG AH!!!! Its was the stupidest show on earth pls.. I mean the plot is a lil scary.. But the ENDING IS DAMNNN STUPID AH!!! I tot the lil boy will get krom n die... HOWEVER, AGAIN I TOT WRONG LA!!! Waste of money kinda show.. Every1 came out all say waste money except Lian.. Oh well.. Then went to BK to have dinner, almost died ah!! So damn full man.. Hahaha..

OMG la, stop lying to mi again n again.. Its like i so wanna confront u to ask u why u wanna lie n stuffs but i cant... Seriously, if there is anything u are keeping from mi or things tat u are lying to mi about, CAN U JUZ TELL MI N STOP LYING!!! I beseech u la.. Juz tell mi everything.. N stop keep things from me...

Psalm 23:6 (Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.)

Amen...

New Found Glory - Glory Of Love

2006-06-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Tonight it's very clear
as we're both lying here
There's so many things I want to say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget
say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever, knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time i'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love WHOO

Hiii, boring day as it can ever be.. Was at home the whole day without leaving the house at all.. Woke up around 1 then went online till about 2.30.. Then i went to cook instant noodles and wash it up.. After tat, online again was chatting n stuffs so boring la... Oh well.. Read the book tat Louis lent mi.. Finishing soon already.. Haha.. Then fall asleep again till 5 plus.. I am such a pig man.. Bored bored bored.. Anyway, poor Eri went to pull out her teeth for her braces.. So poor thing.. I feel yr pain, dun u worry ok!! hehe.. Oh well.. Sigh, maybe wad Emily said is true.. But should i follow wad she say or do wad my heart say.. Its like wad i said my mind is willing but my body is not.. Sigh... God tell and show me wad to do plsss.. I am really lost n hopeless..

Amen..

Matthew 5:6 (Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness. For they shall be filled.)

New Found Glory - The Story So Far

2006-06-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

hiiii... Today is well once again boring.. Woke up n juz watch a lil tv n on the phone till 2 plus.. Went to meet Lil Shawn to go the magic shop at Penin and went to town to the Ipod Shop to get my Nano fixed.. They say they will call me when it is done.. Then we juz walk around the whole time.. So boring la.. Sg is like so boring man!!

Sigh, this is my punishment and i cant complain about it.. I know its like all my fault tat all these happen but when i wanna change u refuse to give mi a change and yr heart is longer with me.. When i wrote all these, no reaction was given back n its like u dun care about it at all.. U told mi tat if the girl got no bf i will go for her, but why would i wanna go for any1 when all i wan is u?? I know u dun wanna meet mi alone rite?? Even u keep telling mi tat u are busy n stuffs, but when i found out tat u can actually with others.. I knew tat u juz dun wanna meet mi alone.. Sigh.. I really love and miss u so much.. U ask mi if i dun wanna talk to u then dun talk.. But i do, i wanna talk to u so badly.. But i juz dunno how to say it out..

456838 :(

Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The E

2006-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

I really so not into the holiday mood la.. This holiday really sux man!! Its so bloody boring and all i do is rotting at home.. Sigh, how i wish it was like during the O's holiday.. Ok, wad i did today is juz damn boring to sum it up...

Woke up around 10am cuz i had an nightmare, dun wanna talk about it cuz its kinda silly.. Its not about ghosts or monsters, its juz about some1.. Oh well, then went back to slp till around 1 plus in the afternoon.. Was juz lying on bed thinking of stuffs, then went to get lunch at the coffeeshop.. When i came home, i juz used the com till lil Shawn asked if i wanna hang out.. I dun mind as long i got something to do.. So i went to meet him at Tampiness and we hang out at the malls there..

Went home around 7, ate dinner n use the com again till now.. Went to watch some chinese show during around 9.. Its nice though.. Haha, sigh.. I rather go school la.. Least can keep my mind off stuffs.. My mom pop 1 question to mi while we were watching tv.. She asked mi how come my frenz so lil always the same person i hang out with.. I juz told her i dunno, but in my mind i wanted to tell her tat i used to have a special fren whom i will spend my all my time with.. But now this special fren is gone.. Sigh!! I miss the special fren but i cant do anything..

Arghhhh!! Holidays juz sux balls to the max man!!! Its juz getting bored to death..

IMU!!!

Surreal - The Proposal Song

2006-06-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Today was a boring day for me.. Nothing to talk about.. All i did was waking up at 2, had lunch, read a book, tv then msn the whole day.. Suppose to go CHC with Eri, but she doesnt have bands or wadever tat thingy is to enter.. Oh well.. The book that Louis lent mi is really good.. It's called Demons Defeated.. Its all about deliverance n how demons can enter u without u knowing.. Kinda cool but yet also scary...

Dunno wad to do man, its like i so look forward to holidays.. But now come to realise there is nothing to look forward to other than waking up late.. Sigh, how i wish it can be like my O's holidays.. Everyday there is some1 to look forward to or soemthing to do.. But now its like a holiday which i can do nothing for 2 whole weeks.. If only i can turn back time or change things back to the way it was, not for the worse but for the better, it will be so much different.. Dun you all agree with mi??? Sigh, every attempt i tried i juz crash mi down again.. Argh!!

imusm
had a dream about u, wish it could stay tat way..

Hillsong - Awesome God

2006-06-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

HEYLO!!! Haha, juz came back from church.. Service was great today, Pastor Ben was preaching to us about moving in the Holy Spirit.. It was really good, i wrote stuff during sermons man!! After like so long, though i did draw a lil.. But i really did take down the stuffs ok!? Anyway, after preaching, Pastor Ben held a alter call and laid hands on us.. He got a vision about a treasure box n in it was lots of jewelleries and diamonds.. He said tat its the gift from God.. He gave us not because we earned it but because He love us.. Then we had alter call, it was amazing!!! After tat, we had phototaking with the whole church..

Went for dinner with my cg after service, but Nig wasnt there cuz he had to take photos for school.. Oh well.. Had chicken cutlet as usual.. Haha, then we took more photos with alexia's cam.. Haha, so fun la.. Every1 say i look like Paul from sg cuz of my hair.. I was like wad the....
Louis lent mi this really good book which i am reading now.. It's call Demons Defeated.. Went home around 10 and was online till now..

Psalm 23:6 (Surely goodness and love will follow me all of my days of my life, and i will dewell in the house of the LORD forever.)

imu.. Sigh...

Plainsunset - Do I

2006-06-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

WOO HOOO!!! Its the holidays already... SO happy la!! Hahaha, can slp late and wake up late for 2 whole weeks la.. Its like the best man.. Dun need to wake up at 6.30am everymonrning.. BEST AH!! Anyway, school was good today.. Finished school around 2, best faci man.. But when he was strict its scary la..Other than tat he is cool.. Haha!! Stayed in school to finish my homework so that i dun need to rush when i reached home.. Met with lil Shawn around 4 at Plaza Sing then went to get the tix for The Da Vinci Code.. Then headed to Yamaha and Times to check out some new stuffs..

The movie is really good.. BUT its kinda warped man!! Dun believe wad they say, most of them are lies... After the movie we went to meet up with Stefan who was watching Xmen 3 at the other cinema at Mos burger.. Haha, went for dinner then headed to macs to chill n use lappy to watch videos.. Haha, on the way home saw so many people la!!! Saw Cheah, Ash, Kubo, Jerms, Thomas and Joesph.. Was like wad the hell man!! hahaha.. Oh well.. Today, was a good day though.. weeeeeee

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3 Doors Down - Here Without You

2006-06-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

Heyssss!!! How are u guys??? OMG, Its final!!! I HATE MY COMMUNICATIONS faci pls!!! When misinterpretted the topic for today wrongly, but we didnt know.. SO we did it then wanted to present it, but when she saw the 1st few slides, then asked us to go back to our seats.. She then told us tat we did wrongly and will fail today's module.. I was like wad the !&@# can.. Then the whole also got shot by her stupid remarks.. ARGH!!!
Anyway, when to meet lil Shawn after school at City Hall.. We went to penin to walk around to see shirts n he went to buy another Dickies pants.. MAD LA!! SO RICH!!! Then went home around 8 n was online till now.. HAHA!!
Sigh, i cant have a feeling tat my fren is lying to mi la.. When i asked a question n he/she replied mi, i trusted him/her.. But i came to realise that there is more to it then wad my fren told mi.. I mean like its so crap la.. Tell a lie then if i dun find out its ok la, but when u tell a lie and then u got caught its like damn stupid pls.. Though i may seem normal but i already know wads happening, but i trust tat u will tell mi the truth 1 day.. U know who u are.. SIGH!!!

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Paramore - Never Let This Go

2006-05-31T22:22:00.001+08:00

HIYA!! Haha, i am back to tell more stories of my boring life... Who agrees tat my life is boring, pls tell mi on my tagboard.. Today was alright, didnt really want to go school as i was too tired.. But i still manage to drag my feet to school.. Was like super early for school, so i and Ash head to Macs for breakfast and waited for Nat and Cheah.. The best part? We were all late for school.. Today's lesson was alright one module which i look forward to.. the topic was REALLY? its to prove whether the things ppl tell u is it real or not..Kinda interesting.. Is the world a sphere or is it juz flat?? Then was learning some magic tricks from some webby.. N i did it to Ari and Emily.. AHAHA, every1 was like shittttt!!!!! How u do tat!!!??? hehehe, shall not tell...
On the way home on the train, got this 2 gals with really strong aussie accent n Emily n Jason was like laughing there la.. But i tink it was really cool.. But wad was turn off was that they were like super loud as if they were showing off their accent.. Oh well, i like aussie.. Wanna go there 1 day man.. Haha, hope tat there is a chance...

1Corintihians 13:13 (And now these 3 remain : faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.)
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Ryan Cabrera - True

2006-05-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

ELLO!!! I am sooooo sleepy man!!! Oh well, thinking if i should go school tml or not.. So tired, juz wanna slp in for the whole day.. Haha, hmmm but tml lesson is interesting.. Oh well, shall see my wonderful mood in the morning.. Haha, as usual in class was slping today.. I was like slping during break then i didnt even realise the facilitator was alreay in class AND TEACHING!! Hahaha, but God, it was a really nice nap.. My vision was kinda blurry when i woke up.. Hahaha, every1 was like "shiok ah, slp so long"... Hahaha!!
Finished school around 3.20 and went home straight.. Cuz i was too tired, so i wanna go home n rest.. YAWN!!! Was juz using the com and juz watch tv.. Was talking to Eri on the phone as she cant msg much.. It was great though..

Imu

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Peices

2006-05-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hieeee!!! hahaha, today school kinda long man.. Cuz i have to stay back in school fr some CCA audition thingy.. Really hope i can get in.. Praying hard though.. hehe.. Anyway, was looking at some girls that Emily thinks its hot.. But they were only ok la, only a few were pretty.. Haha, but i still stand by my own 1.. Hehehe!! Then the topic for today was quite easy and u all know wad!? I actually contribute something for science.. My members were like all shocked man.. HAHAHA!!! All thanks to my mighty brains.. Best is tat the lesson ended around 3.20.. So nicee.. BUT I CANT GO HOME LA!!! Asscracks.. Oh well..

I really did love her, but i wasnt good enough.

Nickleback - Photograph

2006-05-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, was kinda busy these few days so didnt blog on sat. Woke up around 1 then watch a lil tv n headed for church.. Was in church like 2.30 man.. So was like juz hanging out with the my church frenz.. But i didnt go for pre-service prayer, went to meet Nigel in TTS at the 7-11 n bought some chendol ice cream.. Haha, i think its like a rountine to buy tat on sat now man.. Then after service was cell, it was alright.. But there was only about 8 ppl, cuz Louis had to go back camp, Nig have to take pics n etc. After that, went for dinner and went back home with the church ppl..
Today, was fun cuz we had jamming.. Haha, we played the ataris my reply but it wasnt tat good.. But we will improve on it..Hahaha, also wanted to play anberlin but i didnt have time to learn it so we will play it the nxt time.. Hehe!! After jamming, we went diff ways.. Eri have to go for family dinner, Ed was going to his fren's house n alex was going tuition.. Then went to Far East with lil Shawn to makan and then see the new Dickies shop there.. Was so nice la!!! I want the Jeans and the military cap from Dickies.. Oh well, it was a good day today.. :D

Imu

Sugarcult - Memory

2006-05-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

WHOA!! Today was a super duper good day ah!!! For the first time i finished school at 1.30 pls!! It was like super good la.. But there is a catch to it, we have to stay in class till 2.30 cuz the faci cant release too early.. Oh well, have to go church at 8 anyway.. So waited till 4 for Cheah. Ash n Nat then we went to Causeway Point to hang out for a lil while.. Then, went to Novena at 6, was like so early pls.. So went to walk around myself before heading to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to meet my church people.. Prayer meeting was alright, prayed for East Timor, Jason, Church building funds and for Healing.. Louis was like asking people to eat this "cracker" but it was fish food.. Nearly every1 ate it ah!!! It was like damn bad but yet so funny la.. HAHAHAHA!! Then, was talking to Eri on the phone.. Was like so good.. Well to mi anyway.. Hahaha..

So get back back back to the where we lasted
Juz like i imagine, i could never feel this way
So get back back back to the disaeter
My heart beating faster holding on to feel the same

IMU

Motion City Soundtrack - Everything Is Alright

2006-05-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hey all, today was an awesome day man.. In some way, i think.. Haha, cuz for once i really did something in my group.. Oh well, cuz it have to do with something i can do and understand.. Hahaha, the best part is i slept for almost 3/4 of the day in class today.. It was so shiok la!! Cuz the faci is like the most boring person i ever encounter.. She is like really laughing and talking to herself.. Dun care la, slping is good.. In the end of the day, i still undaerstand what's happening.. Haha!! Today Cheah and Nat all nv come la.. Wanted to pon school but then i was a good boy so i went to school with Ash.. UNLIKE THEM.. Hahaha.. Anyway, tml will be kinda busy.. After school, will be meeting my cell group for dinner and then head to church for prayer meeting.. Oh man!! New faci tml, and i heard he is like crap of the craps!!! Oh mannnnnnnnn... Dun care la, muz endure man..

IMU

1 Peters 3:16 (Keeping a clear conscience, so that those whospeak maliciously agaist your good behaviourin Christ may be ashamed of their slander.)

Matchbook Romance - Promise

2006-05-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! Didnt post ytd as i was kinda busy.. Sorry!! Hahaha.. After school ytd, went to get Andy's pressie.. Got her a lil Minnie soft toy.. Then went to Eri's house around 6ish to pass her the pressies and also to surprise her.. But then when i reached her house, she was having tuition so i waited for her till 10.. Then when she came down she was like YOU WAITED SINCE 7!!Seeing her smile when she saw the pressies really make mi happy also man!! Haha, weird.. Then i did a personal video slide show for her too, i was like so nervous when she was watching it la... But then, i can see tat she was really moved by it.. Hehe.. After tat we talked for a lil while.. It's been such a long long long time since i talked to face to face alone.. It was feels really great to have a chance to talk to her alone for once again..

Today, was kinda good for mi.. Hahaha.. Cuz it was Yitong's Bday... N my class went to get a surprise cake for her.. It was a fruit cake.. Yum Yum!! Today was the only lesson tat i really enjoy in school la.. If not life is RP really sux.. Stupid Science teacher said i played too much games in school!!! Like wad la... Hahaha, but i cant deny tat i didnt play.. N guess wad game was it, IT WAS SPIDER SOILTAIRE!!! Hahaha, this shows how bored i was in school..

I will fall asleep tonight, will that bring me closer to you?
Imu

Anberlin - Paperthin hymn

2006-05-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Today, was a slow day man... Was in school as usual from 8.30am-4pm.. Cant stand the school system man.. So like secondary school again.. Oh well.. Today, was science and the topic was about.... Erm, i forgot pls!!! Hahahaha, but its about water n all la.. Kinda stupid n boring.. Was juz waiting for time to pass.. Hehehe... Then after school went to get Eri's pressie cuz its her bday tml.. Today, wasn't really a good day for mi.. The person tat i tot will believe mi a little doesnt even trust mi over such a small matter.. I mean i was like seriously telling the truth la.. But the person juz doesnt wanna believe.. I dunno wad to do already man.. If tats wad the person really think of mi, this shows how much the person trust mi man.. Thanks for calling mi freaky.. Really appreciate tat.. And i am sorry, if the previous post made u angry or wadever.. Though tat wasnt my intention.. But, juz wanna say sorry.. :( SIGH!! Oh well, let's not be sad anymore.. I hate being called a hopeless emo boy pls!!! Its like damn lame la.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERI!!! HOPE U HAVE A FUN DAY TML... AND DO WELL FOR YR EXAMS!! I WILL KEEP U IN PRAYER!!!

Psalm 55:4 (My Heart is in anguish within me ; the terrors of death assail me)

IMU

Confessions Of A Boy Who Lost Someone So Valuable In His Life

2006-05-21T17:24:00.000+08:00

This is juz something i wanna tell u so badly within my heart, but i juz cant tell u face to face or over the phone. Why? This is because i dun wanna see u cry again. Everything u cry because of mi, its hurts so much because it juz remind mi of the past on how i treated u n all. I know its extremely sadist for mi to scold while u were crying, but even i myself dunno why this happen. Now all i have is regrets and hatred for myself. I have regret of not cherishing u at all until now, i know i have always took u for granted but now i realise tat u really mean so much to mi. Not because i juz need u by my side when i want u. But because i really do need u in my life, its like i have juz given my whole entire life to u. However, when u broke up with mi, all of a sudden my life juz become so blank n there is nothing to look for to anymore. I hate the feeling of looking on my left and right and not seeing u beside me. I hate myself for treating u like shit n all, but i really didnt mean it. Every night i dunno why but i will juz think of u before i sleep. And the worst thing is tat i juz start crying myself to sleep. Now i know how u really felt laz time.
U know, everytime i see someone with the thing u have, it juz remind mi of u straight away. And a tear will juz roll down my cheek. Everytime i take the train, i will refuse to sit on the last cabin. Because it bring back memories of tat time in Orchard. Seeing couples on the streets n all juz brings back times when we were like them. U will say tat tat is juz the outer appearance, but who cares they are enjoying every moment they had with their parther. Two days ago, i tot i saw u from far near my house and i went to call out yr name but then to realise it wasnt u when i went nearer. N i told myself, why would u ever wanna come my house again when u dun even wanna meet mi alone. Everyone told mi to give up on u but i cant, cuz u really mean alot to mi. Those who didnt ask to give up told mi to not to give up on u. If i could only juz turn back time, i make sure i will not let this happen again. But then i dun even know if tat will even happen. U know, everytime i talk to u over the phone or over SMS, i juz have a tendacy of calling u Baby again. However, i know i call u by this special name again. Cuz we are not together any longer. Everytime u msg mi, it will juz brighten up my day u know. I will juz feel so happy n excited to msg u back, be it in class or at home. But when u didnt reply back, i will juz keep wondering why u didnt msg back n all. Its not tat i wanna irritate u by msging u constantly, its juz tat i keep wondering wad u are doing.
You are the first n only girl tat i have so much feelings for even after we broke up, tats why i wanna salvage this r/s n bring us back together. I know tat u dun wanna be with mi cuz of the way i treated u n all lax time, but i really going to change and nv be the old self again. I juz wanna date u all over again. It really stab mi in the heart when u told tat when yr mom ask u wad so good about mi n u juz have nothing to say. At tat point of time, i really felt tat i am the worst bf in this whole world. But now i juz wan to be the best in the world, i juz want to make u live in this fairytale with mi n have a happy ending. You are the reason tat i change who i used to be. I wanna show u a new side of mi now tat u didnt know. A better side. I went back to smoking cuz of the stress tat i faced, seriously its not juz i wan to smoke again. But then now i am cutting down for u.
U know it really hard to, cuz i will juz have runny nose n cough when i cut down too fast. But i told myself tat i muz cut down no matter how hard it is to prove tat i am really change for u. I juz wanna ask u so badly tat if i still have any chance or have my chance went up after the changes u saw.. But i didnt dare to cuz i m afraid tat u will reject mi again n again. But now tat u got a new target, i cant do anything but to wait for still for u no matter how long it willl take.. Trust me.. I will..

Love,
Shaun

Angels And Airwaves - It Hurts!

2006-05-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!! Today is finally a weekend man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So happy la.. No school and can wake late..How good can tat be.. Hahaha, anyway, it's my Dad's birthday today.. But we are celebrating it tomorrow.. Went to church around 3 today cuz Louis and Alexia wanna pray for me.. Then went to 7-11 to buy chendol softee with Nigel.. I tell ThaT IS THE BEST ICE CREAM AH!!! SO CHEAP AND SOOOOOO GOOD!! Hahaha.. After that went for service, went up for altar call man.. After so long, i tink i really got touched by the Holy Spirit man.. When Pastor Ben prayed for mi, its freeflow tears ah!! But it was good.. Later, went for dinner with my cell.. Its JP's birthday also.. Hahaha, had some choc cake.. Its was alright though.. Hahaha, after tat went to the slope near the mac outside united square and lie there.. Was talking to Nigel about stuffs.. Sigh!! I juz cant stop tinking of her la.. No matter how i tried ah, its juz pop back up.. Oh well, after tat took a ride from Krypt to Kembangan and took a bus back..

Istillloveusomuch!!

Songs of songs 8:7 (many waters cannot quench love,rivers cannot wash it away. If one were to give all the wealth of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned.)

Relient K- Pressing On

2006-05-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

WOWWWWWWWW!!!!!! Today is a good day man!!! Why? Hahahaha, cuz i didnt went to school and it's going to be the weekends. Where to the beach today with Cheah, Ash and Nat.. Hahahaha, went there around 8 pls.. Then had breakfast at the hawker centre first and made our way to the beach.. Its like mad empty when we got there la, so we happily find a spot with chairs.. Less than 5 mins we whipped out the black pepper chicken.. The funniest part was tat we left the bones on the sand n buried it.. Pity to the next person who used it.. Then went into the waters.. But i didnt swim though.. After tat left the place about 4 and went to Cheah's house to relax.. Waiting for Kubo to reach his home then we went out again.. But i didnt follow them la, too tired.. But so lil ppl online now la!!! Oh well.. Wa! the faci for entreprise skills changed man!!! N its some cock head faci can!!! Cant stand this school.. ARGHHHHH!!!

i still miss u...

Plainsunset- Girl On Queen Street

2006-05-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!!! My second blog for this week... Today was good least time past kinda fast.. Was doing communication today.. But dunno wads wrong with the teacher's problem la.. I was like watching hardgay during my break then she come over n ask mi to do work instead.. Its like my freaking break la.. Then lunch was like stupid cuz we muz stay back n come up with 5 qns b4 we can go for lunch.. Oh well, went home with Nigel and Sherms today.. Met them at City Hall then took the train together.. So fun la.. Was like catching up with Sherms.. Then was online till now, talking to lots of ppl.. Tsk! Emily wants a treadmill for her bday can?? N her bday is like in nov.. Hahaha, damn weird la!! But oh well.. Oh ya, went to collect my new glasses.. It's like my old 1 but thicker.. So nice la.. HOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Psalm 147:3(He heals brokenhearted and binds up their wounds)

Imu!
ILU!
INU!

My Reply - The Ataris

2006-05-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

WOW!! Blogging again after like 1 year man!!! Hahahaha, this is a new blod site for me. All thanks to Emily today!!! Oh well, time to write some boring stories about my life for this blog.. Hope u all will tell mi tat my life is interesting after reading it. Hahahaha.. Haiz, today was so boring la. Stupid problem for today was to design a marker that doesnt need ink or toner. I was like then it is now a mraker wad.. Like wad the &^!# la.. But thank God that the facilitator is fun la.. Not like the rest who laugh to their own jokes. Oh well, as I said boring life.. Hahahahaha.. Hate school so much la, seeing nig n all having so much fun while i am stuck here wasting my life away. Rather retake O's la, then can go NP.

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2006-05-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

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